On his radio show the other day, Alex mentioned that all kooks should ask themselves why they do this. Why risk your life and get kicked out of the matrix?

That got me thinking a bit.

For most kooks, it's a spiritual thing. Rare is the kook who is not either deeply religious or spiritual in some way (except for those who have been personally affected by the Truth, i.e. families of 9/11 victims....although even then, in the wake of such events, many if not most people become spiritual if they have not been before). In fact, when I meet a kook without much of a spiritual interest, I become skeptical, and expect them to drop out and return to the matrix at some point.

Definitely for me it is a spiritual thing. More precisely, it's a destiny thing. 9/11 was the weirdest and most memorable day of my life -- and it would have been that way even if there was no terrorist attack. The fact that it is also the most memorable day in American history does not strike me as coincidence, but rather as synchronicity -- what legendary psychologist and astrologer Carl Jung referred to as "the simultaneous occurrence of two meaningful but not causally connected events," or as "a coincidence in time of two or more casually unrelated events which have the same or similar meaning... equal in rank to a causality as a principle of explanation."

In certain schools of astrological thought, synchronicity is associated with fate (for more on this check out the classic Liz Greene book, The Astrology of Fate. Probably my all time favorite book). Everything about 9/11, on both a personal and a universal level, feels fated to me. And I got that message loud and clear on 9/11. So when I started waking up to 9/11 truth -- first questioning in 2003, but not really getting to the "OMG WTF" point until 2005 -- I knew I was supposed to tell people. That it was a part of my destiny -- my karmic obligation, if you're down with such past life/reincarnation terms (which I definitely am).

So that's that. If it's your destiny, you gotta do it. You have no other choice, so you might as well choose it. End of story.

Though I don't like to portray it as a sacrificial act. Lots of kooks are into that, into the glamour of martyrdom/self-sacrifice. I think that's dumb. People should enjoy themselves and have a good time. I find the Truth to be fulfilling -- and so I enjoy it and have a good time spreading it, even though it can literally get you killed, imprisoned, cut off from society, etc. The challenge and the adventure of being a kook are inspiring -- far more so than anything I've ever found in the matrix of lies that we are all born into. And best of all, I know I'm on the winning side. Doesn't everyone want to be on the winning team? Everyone does, but most people are too afraid to join. That's a shame, because fear is the ultimate sucker bet.

So if, as you're going through this site, you ask yourself, "WTF is this guy doing this for?" Well, now you know.